Dil tho pagal hai!!!

Does running away from people, place and surroundings help mend a broken heart???

Poles aPART

"ARE we ready gals??", i stand one foot inside the room and the other outside the door bellowing. as usual being a sucker for punctuality i have had my bath,brushed and all set to move into the scorching yet inviting sun,smellin the fresh air(differnt! frm the smoke choke of blore) and i see that killi is applyin the liner on the curves of her lips wishin i could tell her that she looks sexy,hot or watever she wants to see herself as wen this picture of her with kannadi pops into my head. i stop short and move my focus to mother India, whom we all love,cherish the whole deal... but oh!!! she clears the mess in our roon up at the wrng time and gets blamed for displacing things that we wuld have easily found in the muck!!! still her enthu(over-enthu) does not die... as i look upon danny impatiently i am suddenly distracted by something moving!!! movers and shakeeras as i call it. the infamous bum dance. for our eyes only!!! by the one and only(if there were more i wuld wanna kill myself or the clones wuld bite each other to death!!!;-) susiekins!!! she stands there with her electronic tooth brush which does all the BRRRUUUSSSHHHHing........ for her!!!(talk about being lazy,she topped the class)

THEN the day proceeds with a lotta yelling, shoutin, pouting with each other!!!

being picky,choosy and agreeing only on boozy!!!(culdnt help the rhyme)

smiling for pictures, crying to leave the place we got to love

feeling like home in an alien world jus cuz we are together

hopin to survive, to be alive to see another day

cuz the night is gonna throw us off the bed

wink!!!

we come back to our room disgusted with one another. susha wanted fish, i craved for chicken,

killi dint wanna eat and danny asked for only one hot cup of coffee to cure her headache!!!

WE always paint a happy picture, TO HAVE THE SUNNY SIDE UP!! but these two trips i did with these gals made me realise how different we all are and how we want all different things from this world---a summer fling, parasailing, dancing thru the night,sleeping on the beach,rollercoaster ride, swimming, gettin a bad tan!!! the fights, the arguements, the consolation and the final hug!!! i sometimes wonder how killi and danny can be roomies and still be gud frnds.... yet thru the thick and thin we find our small lilttle space wher all of us can be happy with wat we are doing and who we are... and thats what we say A PART of the same planet but POLES apart!!!

WHAT IF WE WERE STUCK ON AN ISLAND????

Aaaaaaaaaaarrrgghhhhh!!!

one day in the media dept . . .

the day started as usual, me gettin up late, mom yellin tht i waste time and not study and the whole deal... nothin new i said to myself. least did i know that mid day is going to be pretty darn somethin i never wanted to happen!!!
i went to meet pinto sir!!! YES ... i did say pinto sir, for my SOP though for valuable advice and that i did receive. but i sat in the media dept with kennedy and abhaya for an hour!!! socialised with them... as i pour out these words i cant seem to forgive myself!!! from askin y ma'am doesnt wear salwar to college to yapn to kennedy about his new house and his labrador,whose name is ceaser btw(julius wher art thou...???)sittin in their class i wanna cease to exist. u know the plight... but in all it was kinda fun!!! i know how much danny has to put up being in the dept, not much!!! try this out it works!!! heheheh
till next time(wich maybe tomorro considerin im jobless)
siyah!!!

Amma, DMK and all that JaZZ

roof top coffee day- one dagerous place for thr four of us!!! v not only end up spendin money on fud(which btw s never the problem)its the minutes of the session that scares the wallet outta me!!!
we planned the chennai... dint work out the first time and the second but as they say third time lucky(i wanna know who this "they people" are???!!!) so we left in the nite train on friday that s the 24th march and reached there next day!!! from that moment no rest.
suri came, suri went.
archana came, we left.
spencers plza, patheon road, money left!
then evenin of reunion: oh gud lord!!! everone i had wanted to come,came...
SK(u got better at flirtin dude!!!)
madan(still the sweet guy),
pratap(u trippe dand fell into the water by ur self. thanks for not makin me work tht day;-)
shiva(paanjali!!!lets play the game),
sridhar(u never sang),
nive(gemini twin)
daffy(miss the talk in the bus and endin up with the icecream)
swami(man we got loads to talk and catch up to!!!)
that day irealise how much i meant to u guys!!! nothing else mattered then. friends who came who left, betrayed and hearts they theft!!! i know u guys for not even a year and still so much closer thnan anyone who culd ever imagine being close to me
im blabberin but too much emotion overflow....
love u guys

Modelling: PHEW!!!

I was sittin at ma shack doin nothin at all... i tuk out the daily paper(shockin i know...!!!) and hit the page3 section of blore times. i laid ma eyes on somethin interesting... A PHOTOGRAPHY crash course!!! how kewl was tht??? so off i went without thinkin twice(i do tht to myself and get more confused than i already am!!!)
the first day was the worst of the five days. it was al theory and the coffee breaks every two hours seem like to go to the moon and bak!!! then yesterday (i.e) saturday 11th of march was the 1st prac class... AWESOME...... the feel of the camera in my hand... gosh so guuuudddd!!!!!!!
imprison anythin and anyone for that instant forever....
and that turned out to be ME!!! each one in the class gottaa become the model for another person. i hed made frnds with this one guy cald Dharam, he pickeed me first and as i had the longest hair in the class i made a better demo person... it was fuckin hot with all the lights hittin u directly into ur face and eyes... i as usual cracked silly jokes as i was more nervous to be on display than anyone else... luckily this time i was more calm and DID NOT, mind u, crack stupid jokes lik i always do... so there was a great day and all the photographers deined any involvement in the payment of the modellin fee... NO CONTRACT it seems... hehehehe... njoy!
ciao...

DRIVIN ME CRAZY!!!

crazy is not the word! its drivin me into insanity! gosh since the dayy ma momma to'd me that she is fine if i go abroad ive benn on ma toes searchin for univeersities and applying... typin a resume has neverr been so demanding!!! went online they are charging bloody 1200 bucks fro their "experts to write one for me" after doin jouralism this is crime in broad daylight...
another thing is the propper use of english!!! i ve jus become so used to shrotenin words and the misuse of grammer being rated as "kewl" has basically screwd my life over... seems like i gotta start from scratch!!! the itch is terrible!!! sowy about th sad joke... thths wer the insanity part comes into play!!!
is not easy and its never gonna get th way either is it???? wow!! wonder wen il get into tht position of telln my junies how to go abt things.... someday!!! i realised ive written allota 'somedays in my entries....' il change tht and my laziness.... SOMEDAY!!!

LONG LONG Ago....!

it seems like ages since i blogged! and it is!!! its not even funny ive been SO busy lately... with planning my higher studies, to get educated or not to... its tricky place to be in!!! heheh! and college day arrived and left, then grad day came and went, farewell aake chala gaya!!!! i know jobless synonyms!!!!
now basically ive got so much to say. so little time and no more words!!!!!!!
till next time ciao... (
tryin to coax my mom into installin broad bnd hope it works....)