exams!!!

sigh!!! for everything there is a first time... and this is the worst of them, all! Born in the holidays cushioned month of may i never had school or college let alone exams... talk about doin most of ur firsts in college life this sure is one il never forget... 24th my finals kick off!!! our asses are finally on fire and heart burnin... so are the buks(if u recognise the ref from opt eng uve studied!!!) like a dentist appointment LETS GET IT OVER WITH....!!!!

How many...?

HOW many people have to walk out on your life for you to realise that everyone will walk out and one fine day so will YOU!?!
Till DEATH do us apart...
still doesnt stop u from gettn hurt does it??? life!!! pah!

exiztance

Threads of Snakes,
Connecting the hoofs of time,
For destiny meets the real world.
An Empty Infinite exiztance,
individuals scarred,
Circulating with palms wide spread.
Hanging noose,
Into the dawn of Eve...

doomed!!!

ITS harder to live with yourself knowing all the mistakes uve done wen u re in a failed relationship... but its the worst case situation to be the person who is not able to forgive a person who is begging for mercy!!! its not being cold and the person wants to... but the hurt was so overwhelming that the guilt of not being able to forgive and the living proof of that mistake stares u in ur face is far more insomnia creating than being the person who is askin for forgiveness.....

I FAKE IT.... I FAKE IT ..... LALALAAAA.... I F.A.K.E.D IT........

5o tHiNgS BeFoRe I am FIVE O

DUNNO WHER TO START! DUNNO HOW TO END! WILL TRY!

1. go to egypt
2. find a piece of gold and steal it from rt under the customs nose!!(tht line sounds funny!;-)
3. try to crack some seriously gud jokes(oxy"moron")
4. go bungee jumping, scuba divin
   
5. river raftin in rishikesh(this time a longer course and jump off a higher cliff!)
6. slap someone rt across the face wen i really mean to
7. sky dive
8. meet all the people who ive known in my lifetime, my friends
9. goto sydney
   
10. dance in front of people wen i dire need for money in an unknown land
11. meet mario again
12. get a sexy tan
13. get a tatoo done ( lily with a snake wound around it)
14. give cool and gud advice wich works and actually gives positive results
15. interview and cajole bryan adams to perform once more in India(esp for me;-)
16. tell people on their face wat i really feel and not hide it
17. learn how to skate
18. build a snowman durin christmas
19. take a photograph that makes headlines
20. lie on the watertank in the terrace and count the stars and find figures in the moon
21. create somethin of my own.
22. rob a bank
23. drive a Lamborgini(once once jus once... cant live without it after tht..... tass y it comes after robbin a bank!!!)
24. sit in the train station and make friends with complete strangers(im shy)
25. get drunk, sloshed smashed(like the sound effect it gives and someting attainable!!!)

each of these ideas i hope to get it fulfilled befor fifty!!! every year one deal!!! so u wonderin wat il be duin for 25years??? basically gettn married to a really rich soulmate of mine, making out, fulfillin nike's slogan and havin fun!!! like to sounds of that?? i sure do!!! stay and ul see the world go round and roound!!!

How RoMAnTiC??!!

have u ever been in a situation uve considered to be romantic but its all wrong cuz u wuld ve preferred it to ve been with that someone special??? well i ve been on that island way too many times and i rrecollect lots of my friends reliving those moments and wondering WHY?? Why him and not the one??? but i am completely grateful for the instances which enrich your life. To expand ur world,to make it a better place,to bring happiness and joy in the small little acts which culd ve easily been overlooked in the bigger picture!!!!
messagin whole night about absolutely nothing though i kept whinning about wastin my precious TWO bucks!
buying table tops for mom
deciding wat kinda curtains we need
knowing that we shuld be haeding towards the ice cream parlour without actually tellin it out loud
someone cooking for me in the idea to impress but cooking somethi i can stand to eat... i loved every morsel of it!!! i love him and can never,will never forgeet u!!!
talkin in the candle light about love life,and its pouring rain outside,in to the night...
holding me by the waist wen im struggling to push my bike... supportin me thru the darkness into the light... (dude seriously!!!)
going on a long drive in gettn seriously lost
looking up a construction site waiting to become a home... left me wishin it was our home... (that one hit me hard)
these are told to me and felt by me... jus wanted to write it down... eternalise it!!! the best thing is IT already is... ForeveR...