Intro

After 21years of existence I was enlightened and awarded wisdom by the W3. Do you see a bright halo around my head?

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Tsu!

1. Some hotels in Las Vegas have tsu floating in their swimming pools.
2. Only one person in two billion will live to be tsu.
3. The deepest part of tsu is over 35,000 feet deep.
4. Snow White's coffin was made of tsu.
5. Moles are able to tunnel through 300 feet of tsu in a day!
6. Dolphins sleep at night just below the surface of tsu, and frequently rise to the surface for air.
7. Tsu is the only one of the original Seven Wonders of the World that still survives.
8. Tsu can sleep with one eye open.
9. Louisa May Alcott, author of 'Little Tsu', hated tsu and only wrote the book at her publisher's request!
10. About one tenth of tsu is permanently covered in ice.

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Question and answer

why do I always run away before it starts?
why do I take a chance when I know it isnt meant to be?
I know that there is nt a future to it, I go ahead! Head on...
When I know there is an end to this, I hold back.

What is this obssession with the unknown and boredom with the known. Curiosity, sometimes. Excitement, for how long? Bound to leave me in Confusion, which I dont appreciate.

I think of all people I am the most committment phobic in the world. I mean I know that I usually have complete confidence in myself, in the sense if I am prepared to face the consequences of my actions however wrong the results are or let me put it this way, however the result has deflected from the expected. Taking life as it comes is a different thing. This is like I am studying post grad do get a MA.

If it feels right, it most probably is. I dont get that feeling cuz I have this perpetual doubt of things going wrong all the time. I always have a plan B. That might be a wise thing to do but, its like we all knw that one day we are going to die but we dont live life thinkin we will die one day right? Then why do I question the end when it has not yet begun???
I am not pessimistic.

I ask for loyalty. will I be loyal?
Yes, the passion dies away so will it be like I am in and there is no way out but stay???
I am not throwing questions at life. I am at myself.
I am no different from the person I critisize about being callous of other people's feelings cuz I am the same for others.
Where have I Begun?

destruction

I am sitting with my corporate comms book at, what time is it? Five to Two! I should probably would be asleep by now, Normally.
I am reading about how the corporate culture, the culture of the organization itself sometimes proves to be a hindrance to positive change. And I am wondering, the same concept, the same core that brought an organization to this heights has the power to destroy or less destructive but nevertheless obstructive to the expansion of company. How can a mother hold back her son?
I start wondering whether there is something that is so powerful that it can be pushed to destruct. Plays song in my windows player and I get conscious of that when I start singing along with it. (one of my favs and I got my answer as well)

someone told me that love would all save us
but how can that be when look what love gave us
a world full of killing and blood spilling
and that world never came ...

Lost

Its been more than ages that I wrote lines that do not end with a comma,
a full stop that comes where it shouldnt.
These patterns that repeat,
are boring me now and I am not sure how not to.
The grammar doesnt match up,
to their standards set.

The rhythm of the beat characterized,
metaphysical poems are out of my reach.
What I see is what I want to write,
each and everytime.
But if I dont have anything what is there to lose?

Flutters of a tender butterfly
Chirping birds
Welcoming the sunrise
Shy smile and the nervous giggles

Thousand sand of falling time
In a frenzy
Days of gold and lime
Passing you by

Seasons shift to months
Agonizing over early sunset
Blankets of snow and warmth

To end the feeling
is placing a full stop
madness in continuum

Elevation

First
I stand up for the person I am
I have become
I will be

Second
I lean towards lie
work and strife
Conquer of battles

Third
I sway in indecision
battling heart
mind and soul

Fourth
I fall in love
with the soft skin
sweet smell of perfume
laced with sensuality

Fifth
I stumbled
tripped
broken.

First
I stand up
for myself
Elevate...

intertwined

what would it be
that I would give up for
everything in my possession and not

a moment of truth
answer to the mystery of life
what I am

love that overbears
miniscule essence of me
will that all be?

And I did
now will paint a picture
the arms that wait longing
wrapping the vacuum
off pain is which is mine
estimating overbearing crime
what goes around comes back around
viscious circle is too soft
smirk crosses my lips, I smile
waves crash against our broken souls.

dEDicated to Sneha and our talks. whats in ure head and whats in mine... one thing! what goes around comes back around!!!