Lost

Its been more than ages that I wrote lines that do not end with a comma,
a full stop that comes where it shouldnt.
These patterns that repeat,
are boring me now and I am not sure how not to.
The grammar doesnt match up,
to their standards set.

The rhythm of the beat characterized,
metaphysical poems are out of my reach.
What I see is what I want to write,
each and everytime.
But if I dont have anything what is there to lose?