It Snowed again

I could see two distinct figures being shoved forward by the howling wind and the swirling snowcotton. I wondered if it was them. So quickly would they have made it this far? Then the tall figure jumped, a familiar jump. Arms failing in the air like its first time. It was his first and boy! Watta night!!!
It was snowing again!!! Thick drops of snow. Water, Ice, SNOW!!! soft on our faces. Call up Susha, call lakshman, wake up pavitra, isnt shashank getting up? priya's mobile is switched off!!!
Absorb the Silent rain of white heaven. . .

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! its so cool man! my hands are freezing! i dont have gloves, lets write our name! RISING DEVILS!!! only PJ king, and co. Contemplation for FORTY FIVE MINUTES! Lets Wake up Lakshman! Scaredy cats 3 of us tip toed to his room. He was dazed! Rahul thought he is going to be blkasted!!!!

But then the sight of the snow falling horizontal, pictures being taken of us lying horizontal on the groud. skating, making snowmen!!! Life was beautiful.. Feeling of being a KID!!! utterly stupid and falling down for no reason. hooting and shouting!!! Bliss...
Then to top it all off a hot steaming mug of hot chocolate!
L: I want my sleep man... Nothing can push me out leaving my beauty sleep! (sitting in the kitchen with 3 other crazy people looking out of the window... snowing wide awake!)

Dreams come true

She is getting married. The guy's parents came and "saw" her.

She looks presentable.
....... In this blue sari I look so fat da. Anu I want your green and orange sari.....
You look so good in that Jeans and Orange top which I bought you and flicked from you.

Talks well.
......... Sad pair of slippers I got from Triplicane.......
Why dont you wear myne? Taken rudely from me by the time I finsh that sentence. What are frnds for. Completin sentences in to actions before I finish that thought.

Cook well.
......... I will teach you how to make sambhar. Take pencil and paper. Take a kadai. Not in front of the computer. On the gas!!! Anu...
You have to cook for him daily and his family and responsibility of running a family.

Walks well. No deformities, Doesnt walk with a limp
........ I am ready to rise up, walk into a marriage. To love and to cherish in sickness and in health till death do us apart. Walkin the aisle..........
You are walkin the plank!!!

Sings well.

...... I am like a bird ... I believe I can fly, I believe that I can touch the sky........

I am probably not matured enough to understand and the child in our group, my baby might end up getting married before anyone of us.
Kudos to u and love that u deserve always!!!

Head crack....

Its scary to live through something you fear.

You feared that you might end up being exactly what you did not want to. To become a person you feared you should not.

Being in a situation where you cannot come out of. There is no such situation but if it involves two or more people it is always difficult. No one can win a war alone. Unless its with yourself.

I wont be in a situation like this. But environment around you, puts you in it. I dunno how to come out of it. Time ofcourse is a huge factor but then I never wanted to feel this way and thats exactly how I feel.
This time I can get out of it. Marriage? I mean I believe in the Forever...! Forever atleast for the nearest future! Divorce is not my favorite option. Hardwork is. When do I say I give up? I am not sure... Can I? Give up anything? Anybody? Myself ? Wanting to not fight? For something I am doubtul about?

I cant answer these questions! probably I can and hate what my answers are goin to be!
What if u get peace by letting go of a person? Would you take it?

If you dont get answers You are probably asking the wrong questions! Any right questions?

writing to clear head!!!

will justice ever be done
to express the feeling of
stepping onto venus
moon or mars?

earthly beasts struggle
with what we were
are and will be

the inches of snow
on a slice of bread
collective water
draining into the depths
of a tetrapack
blocks of ice
lazily dropped into
clear mug of chocolate

practice and emotions
done and feel
created.

To Venus and Beyond. . .

I could do this a million times over. Walkin to the graveyard and back.

The bench that started it all. Will the end ever be happy? I would like it to end there. Or begin all over again. . .

Agreed as a huge group. Started as a large one. Filtered into a few...

Clear sky, bright moon, faint orion, hidden scorpio and sparkling venus.
Breathtaking.
Tij: Absorb the silence
ha ha ha ha ha...
Lets make a toast!
with peanut butter or nutella? ;-)
ha ha ha ha...
To us ... Hope we never get enuf of each other. Amen!

I am cold.
:-) Warmth all over...

I am still young. Just 21. Do I need to see the larger picture in life?
.......

By May you will become 22 so you cann get married not at the "tender age of 21"

I want work, make shit loads of money to build a house. Overlooking the sea? NewYork skyline? Notting Hill? a busy Blore- Chennai road? Mumbai? Be Independent.
........

The guy says that he is willing to sponsor my further studies in US where he is.

The Internet... Wot part of the world can you not keep in touch with?
Why dont u ask him to come online and with a webcam something can be accomplished. Atleast a glimpse!!!
........

He doesnt call. no messages. And the timing is just not right between India and US.

When do I throw the shield down?
Sword whipped out my hand
fighting for a cause that isnt mine

man!!! i have kinda hit like some writers block or something... either that or nothing interesting is happenin in my life.... wail... thats a scary thought!!!

grr

I stand at a point of no return
turn to look back once
I lose my foot in front of me

shrivelled skin,
shrunk heart
eyes blinking continuously
cant move further
oscillating between worlds
not yours
unrecognizable
searching for a portal out
quicksand lazily pulling u down...