wtf

ME= would be the result when ure work life and social life goes for a fcuking toss at the same time. Completely spaced out. Its amazing me! I thought the previous years were bad but I had my defenses up... But this time its broken down. I am sitting in class and nothing is in my head.
BLANK ... Teacher is saying something. Like in a movie with mute button. I can see her lips moving and I can distinctly hear the words, a rhythmic volume, language known but I cant comprehend. I just cant register her words, the gravity of what I feel.

I have no right to crib. I am in LONDON!!! there are people who would have killed to be in my place, here, now!

Love Lost.
Labour Lost.
Never had it.
Never could.
Virgin emotions
Some raped
Washed away
Decomposed
Decayed with time.

Flittered in the wild night...

I have no right! There is no running off this time. I am not being optimistic but stubborn. I knw what I think is true. I know things last forever. I know love is the only thing that can change the world. I know there are obstacles.. But this humungous??? probably my love wont survive. Casualities are there in war!

But I Will stand and fight hope, faith and rational, truth against each other, together...