I dont understand why I feel so strongly about this stupid Pongal.

My dad called and wished me and he paati had made my favorite dish!!! and now I am more upset... sheesh I never gave two hoots about Pongal of all festivals in Chennai other than the fact that it gave me an extra day off from college!
(which in Christ, I hated. You could find me in shine or edge on a holiday with the same set of frnds from college!!! )

Stupid relatives and hundred problems and I dont freaking care... still it comes to bite my bum!! aaaarrrggghhh!!! I wanted payasam and I dont even like it that much, actually at all. . .
I got nightmares of them! thanks to suri... (not ure fault de!!!)

I shouldnt let this piss me off. . . I dont understand these things pissing me off??? weirdo!!!

I want karumbhu... and nice Rajini movie... grrr... I cant take it when something I want doesnt happen... I need to control... keep things under control more like it! Great expectations in Moderation... humbug moderation... grrr...

I dont understand why I feel so strongly about this stupid Pongal. Stufid Pongal...